Figuring it out.

The many emotions I've gone through in the past 2 weeks have been daunting to say the least. Trying to go the way I want, just to be pushed back with the overwhelming sense of "not yet". I feel like a 3 year old throwing a fit and being heart broken by my Dad's firm "No. You'll hurt yourself...you're not big enough yet."... 😳 but I want to.  Trusting the growing process. Knowing God knows better than me and believing His way won't fail me. Instant gratification is my down fall. "Yes sir" I have to respond and know that when I am big enough how overjoyed I will be to fit securely in the seat of my greatest desire. More will come, but my opening needs to be vague so I won't rush what is meant to be perfectly paced and properly mended. 💋💔